Saturday, August 29, 2009

Insane...

I pulled down the curtains, lighted some candles.
Puted on some calm music, opened the window so I could hear the rain.
And then it just was me and my brain.

This is the results...


This is to my closest friends..

I call it Insane

If you break free, will it be with me?
If you sing a song, would you let me sing along?

I want to be around. i want you to make a sound

I don't want to be alone

I want you to be my friend, will you take my hand?

Loneliness is killing me, togetherness is healing
me and letting me free!

I want to walk through life hand in hand with you, as my friend.
...will you follow me to the end...?

In the rain I stand, drying the tears with the back of my hand.

Alone

Reaching for your hand, I need you to understand.

Bring me up to the light, pleas help me win the fight
..ainst the pain, it's making me insane.

I will need all of my good friends to hug my hands,
to make me strong and sing along.

In my song.
My song of life.

Ths is my song and I want you to sing a long..
..a song for someone who needs somewhere to long for
..to belong

will you sing along...?

Friday, August 21, 2009

Okey.. here I am!

I have been in Sweden almost 3 weeks now, and soon 2 weeks in Luleå...
ooh man.. I just realised I have been in Sweden for tolong now.. almost 4 weeks! haha.

I just wanna get the hell out of here.

I feel lonely and unneeded.. I think that's the feeling I have to deal with!

Ive just got a flat in the center of Luleå so Ill stay here a while.. guess the rest of the year.

Have to take my drivers license and after that.
I'm off to south i think.

Today..

I think I will search for a job. I'm working as a substitute at my old job, a women just quit so I'm working like usual, but it's just the month out.
After that I'm just a substitute who's not needed every day man.


I miss Malaga as hell.. but thats life..


I'm thinking of translating my contributions on my travelling diary and put it here.. that will take me a while.. I need to keep me bussy! :D

over and out!