Friday, February 27, 2009

wooop wooop

wooop wooopwooop wooopwooop wooopwooop wooopwooop wooopwooop wooopwooop wooopwooop wooopwooop wooopwooop wooopwooop wooopwooop wooopwooop wooop

Det var visst väldigt få folks som anmält sig till denna månads utildning, så dom ställde in den.

får se ifall det är fler som vill vara med i den kurs jag täknt gå, snubben från barskolan ska ringa mig ikväll....

Nu sitter jag hos Robert, vi ska göra pizza later on, vi dricker vin och sitter vid varsin dator och är oerhört sociala med varandra...

jag är känner mig fett down.. men att umgås med robert brukar vanligtvis göra susen...

jacabe ska kanske komma ner till götet så det blir nog fettkul!

over and out...

lustigheter...

haha... ligger i Min säng brevid två som råhånglar.. äre inte vackert...??

dagn sög rent ut av fram tills nio snåret då jag for till all star som hade premiär ikväll.

det vr trevligt.

slutade med absinth och att ligga o lyssna på hångel... 3 månader är för mycket för mig..

det är torsdag och jag är arbetslös för förstagången.. klart det smakar fint med en kall...

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

treasures from my childhood

if i try to walk away
my legs will just stay

i love to hate my life
i live to love to die!
but first i have to try..
To live live my life a different way...

i need to say goodbye
and let my wories fly away

leave the old behind
and let the new in
start a new life,....
On my own

Hanging on..
for so long..!

Try to be strong
until i find a place yo belong...

I found some old poems Ive been writeing a long time ago.. don´t know if i was so fond of my life or myself as a kid.

Okei.. i did hate myself 

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

done deal...

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Now its for real...
Now its for real...
Now its for real...
Now its for real...
Now its for real...
Now its for real...
Now its for real...
Now its for real...
Now its for real...
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Wednesday 4/3
train
Departure from: Lulea (20:03)
Arrival to: Stockholm (Thursday 5/3(10:00)
407sek

Tuesday 10/3
train
Departure from: Stockholm (20:10)
Arrival to: Gothenburg (23:17)
95sek

Saturday 21/3
train
Departure from: Gothenburg (16:20)
Arrival to: Stockholm (20:52)
198sek

Monday 23/3
airplain
Departure from: Stockholm (15:00)
Arrival to: Barcelona (18:30)
1180kr

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Materiellt

Berit heter hon...

Hon jag ska komma att dela mitt allt med, hon som ska få följa med mig ut i i världen...
Hon som ska få sjunga mig till sömns, hon som ska hjälpa mig att hålla kontakt med mina medmänniskor.. Hon som ska hjälpa mig att kunna uppdatera er om mitt liv. Det är henne jag skall vända mig när jag är ledsen... hon som ska få trösta mig.. Hon som kommer att få veta allt innan jag ens yttrat mig i ord....

Det är Berit...Hon som är min nya dator.. Berit

Saturday, February 14, 2009

Cupid might be stupid.. But Your not!

Well.. Valentine's day...in my ass! ;)

.. I'm not against the idea of love.. But i just dont find it amuseing at the moment..!


Right now i just prefer to try to live my life and love it..

I have just paid the announcementfee for an bartendereducation In Barcelona..



I  just love the idea of me beeing in Barcelona soon..

For me: that's pure love at this moment!

Thursday, February 12, 2009

I'm leavin (where I gonna go?) Barcelona

BARCELONA

On my way out from hittin'
this honey from last night,
I had to blast right, she was lookin'
nasty in the sunlight.
Cruisin' down centrum in a aftermath tantrum
oh my god, interrupted by this hunny, and looking pretty good at that,
she had a letter for
cap, it said ma critical' was chillin' in south of Spain,
sowin' his oats with a lady,
even her name was undelined in tha note,
so that means that he was handelin it fine, dontcha know.
I had to find him though
so I called up Vinnie on the phone,
he like: Watcha doin' in the snow, bro? I said: Don't
know man, but where you at?
Barcelona!
In the zone like I'd finally found a home for this stona.
Traded all my kronas, it's all about the pesetas and coronas.
This bar? I'm the mother fuckin owner. Made
it out the coma, played it like I said,
now I'm gone bro,
'lotta pretty ladies on my boner.
Went from
half-ass to a class-act. Weed-aroma?
Pass that! Baby, got my feet up on the ass-crack.
Yo, you gotta love it while it lasts cap,
sendin' you a ticket, that's that,
we could kick it, that's a fact.

(chorus)
I'm leavin (where you gonna go?) Barcelona
Anywhere it don't snow (sure)
Feel the sun glow (ohh)
Ladies lookin like the models from a video
let'em know we're jumpin (let's go!)
I'm leavin (so where you gonna go?) Barcelona
Anywhere it don't snow (sure)
Feel the sun glow (ohh)
Ladies lookin like the models from a video
let'em know we're jumpin (let's go!)

So now I'm in Barcelona,
I'm lonely lookin' for a bar owner,
but I forgot to bring my funny note, bro
so I'm sittin' here somewhere,
sippin' my corona thinkin' I'm a gonna,
god damn an' I'm so fucked
and all I could remember was the name of the bar you opened up
, Babylon or somethin' right?
(yup, close it up) I hire me a moped and goes for air,
I can't wait to hit the ocean and order a
cold beer.(vinni) Cool, now see that road there?
Yeah. Yo, follow 3 blocks, make a left go straight
through the old square, next turn, church on the left,
you should go there beach just below the
stairs. And it's nice through the whole year,
you should see what the hoes wear,
water so clear , so nice
it ain't fair, yo but listen here,
stay for some food and a jay,
I'll come too, just let me get my keys
Jose

(chorus)
I'm dreamin' (Yeah, it's nice man) Barcelona
Hollar at the ice, man (sure)
Check the price man (ohh)
It's how it is down here
Smooth, oh, you wanna get up here? (Let's go!)
I'm dreamin' (I know it's nice, man) Barcelona
Hollar at the ice, man (sure)
Check the price man (ohh)
It's how it is down here
Fly, oh yeah, you wanna get up here? (Let's go!)

Vinnie, guess what? What? I got the letter!
Shii... I had it all along,
I forgot that I had it in my
sack for the draws.
Man, you slackin, dawg! Tell me somethin' I don't know!
He's gettin' married!
What, lemme see what he wrote:
Dear Cap, I guess it's been about a year now
since we met each other or spoken to one another,
damn brother, man I miss you.
Still livin' in snow, with thirty below?
Heard that you weren't slurpin' no more.
Hey, AA ain't funny.
But how is you? Oh, guess
what, by the way,
I met this hot thing at the airport in Spain,
I'm gettin' married brother, man to this tall,
dark skin half black,
half latino modellin' chica,
my baby Celina.
Wait till you meet her,
but me? I quit workin', started school,
so mama's happy,
I'm studyin anatomy at the academy in New Guinea,
funny, huh? And Vinnie,
how is he? I heard he moved to Barcelona,
sippin coronas still livin by the sea?
Splendid! Nothin but love for what he be showin'.
I tell him, hey gimme my
TV back, but you know him and those things.
Oh yeah, one more thing, to top it off, I'm having
a baby due in June,
and I'm namin' him after you, kinda cool huh?
And I got to send you an
invitation too, so love to my people,
man, well man, ain't no difference
CritiCal, signin' off, peace,
hugs n' kisses,
Ps. I gotta jet to my mistress...
Damn...

(chorus)
I'm dreamin' (CritiCal's gettin married)
He's a gonna
S' cool, he'll be all happy (sure)
About to be a daddy (ohh)
It's a white wedding day
Yo Cap, get your cups, bottoms up (let's go)
I'm dreamin' (CritiCal's gettin married)
He's a gonna
S' cool, he'll be all happy (sure)
About to be a daddy (ohh)
It's a white wedding day
Yo Cap, get your cups, bottoms up (let's go)